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obligatory post breakup song + i'm going to college oops
I DIDN'T MEAN FOR IT TO SOUND LIKE FAMOUS PROPHETS NOT EVERYTHING I DO IS INTENTIONALLY MADE IN HOMAGE OF CAR SEAT HEADREST IM SO SORRY

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i know myself. i know my limitations. i know exactly who i'm trying to be and how i'm trying to do it. i have goals, dreams, aspirations, and all the tools set aside for me to complete these. i am in control of me, my future, and my situation. i have everything i could ever want, need, or desire. every time i look into this great city’s skyline, i am reminded of how little time i have left. 3 months, minus tour, so only two months. i wonder if we’ll ever gaze into each other's eyes again, you and i. here. oh neon signs, you rip my soul into a million shining stars.

your parasocial relationship with feeling like shit has drowned me and all of your friends
sometimes i silence my phone and lay on my bed suffocating in your sin
half of the time i think you’re real,, but i just know you’re a manifestation of everything i loved as a tween
but from experience i’ve held you in my arms, falling, and falling, again

oh, running once again
to, a place i’ve never been
will this really be my home
well, without you i don't think so!

an unhealthy attachment to couches, slept in for a week in a time
driving through the city, no moon to see
but every time i look into the vegas skyline, there’s not a single star in sight
except for you of course, but i can only see you from nose hill, calgary

who are you now
i can feel us sinking again
who are you now
am i even really your friend
oh, running once again
to, a place i’ve never been
will this really be my home
well, without you i don't think so!

(unintelligable)

i was watching a friend talk about their own future demise while the lover of their dreams danced with their soon-to-be partner behind their back. when gaining insight into your own mind costs you your own wellbeing, is it truly worth it? when i was a kid i wondered where i would go. i mean, i always kind of knew i would be doing what i do know but i could only really imagine “home” as my house, and by bed and stuff. i wonder if i’ll meet anyone so divinely comforting that i’ll question my future demise for them. will i be a martyr for the heart? i thought you’d say that. i am a little compulsive, haha. anyways they’ll see you soon, bye.

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from the things i love and why i love them, released July 22, 2022
written, performed, and produced by carter c
spoken word by Ezra Jane
mastered by lev sterling

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