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everything i do alone i want to do with you

by carter c

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1.
i wish i wrote better lyrics 4 u the way u look at me i can’t explain what it does 2 me i lay on yr floor stabbed by sewing needles they chip away at my flesh but i’m just happy 2 be there i think yr my home i need to sleep i only see u in my dreams are u there i love u so / i love u so yr only in my head yr a figment of my imagination can u show yrself yr too real 2 me too real 2 me i need to sleep i only see u in my dreams are u there i love u so / i love u so
2.
part 1: sleepytyme i see u in my dreams oh my god part 2: the part where carter daydreams about his fantasies u take me about an hour away from home oh my god we’re walking to the bus station ohhh my god oh my god please let me be yr favorite little subject the topic of yr artistry oh to be covered in yr paint make me fucking beautiful i’m falling off yr fucking roof oh my god we’re gazing at the stars on nose hill oh my god yr spine is curved at a 65º angle please let me be yr favorite little subject the topic of yr artistry oh to be covered in yr paint make me fucking beautiful part 3: the part where carter is asleep i woke up on yr couch at 3am there’s 2 cats staring my face i use my flashlight to watch their eyes take my grave and throw it up there yr gonna be the death of me my legs are feeling real weak now i fell in love with yr characters the art that u’ve created i wish i could be a character the art that u’ve created i think we’ve finally let ourselves become the art i think we’ve commercialized our romance into our own product that we can both enjoy a gift for eachother and i guess that’s alright take my grave and throw it up there throw it up there part 4: the part where carter wakes up i love u so my dear i need u so darling i wanna be commercialized i wanna be stereotyped i wanna be yr favorite character i wanna be a comic book character i dont wanna be real anymore i just wanna sleep on yr floor i wanna take a piece of something that means everything to u my bed’s so cold without u without u there please let me be yr favorite little subject the topic of yr artistry oh to be covered in yr paint make me fucking beautiful carter! u need to make a dance song!
3.
can u see me late at night man yr hard to get i need some more information is this everything u like u are such a gift but where is yr stitching i will tell u anything that u want to hear if that can make u mine i’m a compulsive liar if it makes u happy if i can be yr prize i wish i was in yr head singing u his songs the ending of that one thing u could make me something great cut me something soon out of yr artwork i think yr a rabbit/ yr in my dreams i will tell u anything that u want to hear if that can make u mine i’m a compulsive liar if it makes u happy if i can be yr prize
4.
i am looking at you through a pair of yr favorite glasses
5.
"i pledge allegiance to the flag of the united states of america, and to the republic for which it stands, one nation under god, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all."
6.
badplace 05:25
why is it so damn hot in here i mean the ghostzone has an ac but we don’t i think we should steal it i think that’s a pretty good idea we should just take their ac they don’t need it it’s so hot here and it’s so cold there yeah, they don’t need it he summons demons he’s stuck with those two and then the lach the prince of ghostzone he gets this really funny cute guy to take it back, let’s see if he can try they’re gonna beat up moya the satanist the lach calls the demon princess the lach is evil and he wants to melt home the ghostzone guard is friends with death now badplace want that ac from the ghost zone king’s fucking crazy and if u want yr shit back u better go through him and if u want yr shit back u better go through him it came to kill them so they all screamed and ran moya doesn’t get why he’s gonna die the ghostzone guard is walking walking with death now why the hell is death is involved now it’s not like he can do much anyways he kinda stupid yet so is the little bear moya’s here at the library his teacher’s there at the library badplace want that ac from the ghost zone king’s fucking crazy and if u want yr shit back u better go through him and if u want yr shit back u better go through him moya, look, forget about me, and the school, or yr parents, or whatever uh “this” is about yr literally wearing horns in public i don't know what u are trying to look like but u look like a jackass a jackass looking for trouble u aren’t stupid moya, i know u are here on this computer to get in trouble but i'm not going to give u detention. all u need is to hear this there has never been a single teenager who didn’t make the absolute worst choice possible in every single moment everything u are doing is wrong, and in a few years just thinking about it will make u want to kill yrself now get the hell out of this library and set yr brain on fire badplace want that ac from the ghost zone king’s fucking crazy and if u want yr shit back u better go through him and if u want yr shit back u better go through him no more updates
7.
animals 04:19
well there's an image on the internet that’s not the same image on the internet that’s not the same till yr gone u say that there are animals but that’s not true for u u say that there are animals but that’s not true lying, i just think i’m finding a constracting feeling that lives inside my brain and as i went to the queen’s only daughter i said to her if i went around the world it probably wouldn’t take 80 days but guess what i wouldn’t see not a single animal so i walked down the street and i saw a rubber ducky i said why are there animals in society u say that there are animals but that’s not true for u u say that there are animals but that’s not true lying, i just think i’m finding a constracting feeling that lives inside my brain and as i went to the queen’s only daughter i said to her every inch of my heart is dominated by u cover me in yr finest fur make me an animal every inch of my heart is dominated by u cover me in yr finest fur make me an animal u say that there are animals but that’s not true for u u say that there are animals but that’s not true lying, i just think i’m finding a constracting feeling that lives inside my brain and as i went to the queen’s only daughter i said to her
8.
i love u so my darling i love u so my dear when i fall straight to the ground will u help me there i can feel yr mouth from here i see it a mile away when i finally let myself out i think of love and loving u let me keep a piece of u can i say goodnight i want a piece of the ghost of yr heart i love u i can feel yr mouth from here i see it a mile away when u finally step off the plane i think i’ll die for u let me keep a piece of u can i say goodnight i want a piece of the ghost of yr heart i love u
9.
i’m sick of lying this sense of fighting yr love just fucks me up yr love just fucks me differently so i’ll take that bullet or any other bullet that u want me to take shit that’s probably a mistake oh man i’m sick of lying this sense of fighting yr love just fucks me up yr love just fucks me differently so i’ll take that bullet or any other bullet that u want me to take shit that’s probably a mistake oh man i’m not doing this for u it’s finally for me i hope i can see everything this time i’m not here to please u i’m my own human being i can’t feel anymore yr surreal in my head say something to me that i can see as real cause i’m so tired of looking at a screen i can’t turn u off so stay with me yr just a machine i’m a human being would i turn u away even if i could probably not i’d feel even more alone then i’m sick of lying this sense of fighting yr love just fucks me up yr love just fucks me differently so i’ll take that bullet or any other bullet that u want me to take shit that’s probably a mistake oh man i’m sick of lying this sense of fighting yr love just fucks me up yr love just fucks me differently so i’ll take that bullet or any other bullet that u want me to take shit that’s probably a mistake oh man take my grave and throw it up there i think yr a rabbit yr in my dreams carter’s reality is just a dream, a fantasy u two created together. regardless of how happy he is, he has nothing to anchor himself with. they are just characters in each other's minds. they are bound by nothing but romantic desire, which is a scary concept to say the least. but, they think that’s okay. he has u, the truest form of u and u have him, the truest form of him. maybe they’ll make their fantasies a reality one day. take my grave and throw it up there EVERYONE GETS IT NOW BECAUSE I’M NOT HIM THE STARRY-EYED BOY IS DEAD A FADED MEMORY OF SOMEONE I USED TO BE A ROBOT A GEMSTONE A ROBOT A GEMSTONE SOMEONE I’M NOT PROUD OF I USED TO WANT TO TAKE IT AWAY THE WORDS THAT I WROTE ONE DAY BUT I CAN’T AND I WON’T BUT I CAN’T AND I WON’T THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY LET'S TAKE A FLIGHT TODAY AND I THINK THAT I’LL HEAR HER SAY FACETIME SCREENS AND SUMMER DREAMS FEEL SO FAR AWAY i just needed that so i could know what it is
10.
i only see u in my dreams oh my love u only see me from up close oh my love i’ll write some made up words u'll turn my heart into a home for u safety only comes when we’re asleep oh my love i’ll rewrite every note that i’ve ever sung oh my love i’ll write some made up words u'll turn my heart into a home for u i think i wanna be loved by u everything i do alone i want to do with you

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a collection of songs i made from march 22nd to june 2nd
i wrote all of the songs in my room while amanda did a lot of the art over facetime

i hope these can make you happy

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released July 16, 2021

dedicated to amanda shaw
all songs written, performed, and produced by carter c
amanda shaw was there like... the entire time
recorded in carter c's bedroom
mastered by lev!
song 8 features a sick guitar solo by kyle walker
art and packaging by amanda shaw <3
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