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don't think abt it

from northern songs by carter c

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lyrics

you see, you don’t get it
i feel like i’m nothing at all
if i could figure it out
maybe i could feel better

but i don't know what i am

i don’t feel
i don’t feel good at all
i’d stab myself with the back of your hammer
cut myself ripping my hair out

and i won’t be
what i want you to think i am
i look too boyish and my voice is too low
drowning myself in my shower at 9am

don’t think about it it’s not important

so i’ll never know what i am

i think i’d die
end my life to be understood
at least then i won’t have to worry about whether or not i can feel like a person
by a tree
covered in blood and the leaves
my hands are gone and i’m stabbed to death
but at least then i’m not a man, i guess

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from northern songs, released May 19, 2023
written, performed, and produced by carter c
additional writing things by Ellie Blake
mastered by Andrew Katz

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